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NEVER SAY NEVER



This time I have to say the truth
I feel my heart beat but I don't want it
Everyday is a reminder of my past
Memories reminding me of myself I lost
No one was there to catch me as I fell
Life isn't a friend of mine with this story I tell
Not given any choice or redemption I move on
Trying so hard to forget and find solace in any song
Wanting to fly and forget this existence
Gave my dignity to blend in for in that I lost my essence
I had innocence, I had dreams but destiny said no
Each day I beg God to tell me what the future holds
I've loved and I've lost left standing alone
I thought I had it all till I lost my crown and throne
Drowning in regrets living a heartless tide
I thought I had nothing to lose but life
As the sun sets I think I'm lonely
I go home for comfort and I realized I killed me
Something happened, something changed I'm not the same
A different me, fresh grace and hope, new love, great things came
Life isn't a bed of roses, I know it's a cliche
You have to let go and tell the past toucheƩ
For I believe with God all things are possible
Time to show the world your talent and make your enemies tremble
Stay smiling don't be afraid to fly
In the end we'll all bid each other goodbye.

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