This time I have to say the truth I feel my heart beat but I don't want it Everyday is a reminder of my past Memories reminding me of myself I lost No one was there to catch me as I fell Life isn't a friend of mine with this story I tell Not given any choice or redemption I move on Trying so hard to forget and find solace in any song Wanting to fly and forget this existence Gave my dignity to blend in for in that I lost my essence I had innocence, I had dreams but destiny said no Each day I beg God to tell me what the future holds I've loved and I've lost left standing alone I thought I had it all till I lost my crown and throne Drowning in regrets living a heartless tide I thought I had nothing to lose but life As the sun sets I think I'm lonely I go home for comfort and I realized I killed me Something happened, something changed I'm not the same A different me, fresh grace and hope, new love, great things came Life isn't a bed o...